Gobble Gobble!

Who’s excited for tomorrow?!  I’m not.  Not quite as much as I normally would be.  Sure I’m excited for the food, and seeing my family is always great.  The thing is I’ve had a lot of work related stress lately, and I’m not looking forward to sharing that with everyone.  They’re extremely nosy, and many of them are a bit materialistic.  They assume I should be a millionaire if I take my clothes off for a living.  Growing up I was always told I needed to do something that would make me rich.  And if I fail at that, then I should marry a rich man! I was never told to do what would make me happy.  My Mother was a bit more supportive, but she wanted better for her children than what she ended up with herself.  They don’t seem to get that I still have to work hard and build myself a name.  Any decent looking young woman can make quick money doing what I do, but it doesn’t mean she’s going to be successful. A lot of good things are coming my way still, so I guess I’ll focus on that.  *^_^*

I’m still looking forward to stuffing my face.  My family is full of excellent cooks.  My Mom always makes the pies, nothing pre-made or store bought.  I feel kind of guilty about eating turkey, knowing what those poor birds go through.  I’m too selfish to commit to not eating meat.  I was vegetarian for six years, until I kind of went through a phase where I stopped giving a fuck about any cause I previously put energy into.  Maybe when things improve for me, I can start caring about others.  Or maybe. . . things will improve for me when I start caring again.

Most important of all, I wanted to let all you boys know I will be on cam all weekend! No Black Friday for me.  I will be ready to play with my post Thanksgiving gut and all!  Sexy. Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ