Hey guys! Right now I’m so tired that I keep forgetting what I’m doing. I know I’m going to fall asleep the second my head hits the pillow tonight which is rare for me. Normally it takes me an hour or so, but I’ve been getting up at “normal people hours” lately.  In fact I think I woke up at 6 am. I wish I could have stayed on longer but I would have been no fun for you. So to make up for it you will be seeing a whoooole lot of me tomorrow. I set little goals for my caming stamina sometimes and my goal for tomorrow is 12 hours of caming. Why not? My record is 19. So if you’re on here tomorrow the odds are in your favor that you’ll catch me online. You should stop by and offer me words of encouragement, or wank off to me, either works. I’ll just be happy to see you!

MMMMWAH!!!

 So I have been spending the past few days filling out applications and going on interviews for internships for the following reasons: 1. It will count towards my college credits, and get me done with school faster. 2. Being a camgirl for most of my adult life has left me little work experience, and I want some fancy stuff to spruce up my resume for when I graduate. I would also like some connections. The traditional reasons that motivate people to seek internships.

Unfortunately, people keep telling me “I don’t have enough experience in the field.” EXACTLY! Would I be offering to work for free if I did?! These aren’t paid internships that I’m applying for, this is free! I have an impressive GPA, and I’m willing to be their bitch  just for the experience of it! I’ll get their coffee in the morning if need be! I’ll wipe their asses for them! I’ll paint their nails! I’ll knit little seat cushions! I’m going to keep trying, but this is getting discouraging…

You need experience in order to get experience these days it seems. Kind of a mind fuck.

Anywhozzle I’m going to go clean my apartment in an attempt to destress myself by creating a better atmosphere. I even bought some candles called “water blossoms.” I’ll get on tomorrow and do my thang, thanks for hearing me vent.

So my summer has been pretty lame so far. Hopefully I can pry myself away from my computer for a few days, and attempt to have something resembling a social life. I’ve been having way to much time with my brain lately, and that is never a good thing for me. I am someone who needs constant distractions whether it be here at OHC, at school, or out with friends. I’m sort of regretting not taking summer classes, but I was getting pretty burned out last semester. I only ended up getting a 3.7, but hey that is still pretty good, right? I’ll deal, I’m a tough broad. Hopefully by fall I’ll feel refreshed and make up for it. In the meantime I’ll be here hanging out with you guys, so don’t be afraid to say hi! You guys always manage to put a smile on my face.

Hey guys, whats going on? Right now I’m sitting on my bed with my window open, enjoying the start of a thunderstorm. I’m hoping it will cool things down. This apartment air conditioning is proving to be very unreliable. I think I took about 3 cold showers yesterday just to stay sane.

This week has been an epic pile of shit, but you guys have made me feel a lot better. I thank you sincerely for that. I’m just going to keep looking forward.

Right now I’m in the mood to make out. I have no one to make out with. This saddens me. Do you guys ever just make out with chicks still? Or is that always just something you do before foreplay? Lemme know.

 Hey guys, whats going on? Nothing much here, just staying up late caming per usual. I woke up at about 3 PM today because I was caming until 10 AM yesterday. Crazy stuff. I’ve been piled with homework lately. The hours that go into writing essays and speeches for school really add up. Other than that I’ve just been laying on my ass watching youtube videos and seasons of random shows. I wasted the better portion of last weekend watching Secret Diary of a Call Girl thanks to some of the girls here suggesting it, and now I’m starting to watch Mad Men. Christina Hendricks is a mega babe. I see why she was voted hottest woman alive. Her brown eyes look so gorgeous with her red hair. *swoons*

Anywhozzle… catch me on cam! I’m bored and laying here in my bra and panties.

Hey guys, whats going on? Nothing much here. I wish I had some exciting news to tell you guys, but I pretty much just have been watching youtube videos, and being lazy all of spring break. I’ve noticed that youtube videos seem to have taken the place of television for me. I just love the “realness” of it. Here are some of my favorite youtubers, since I have no life that I’m aware of:

Communitychannel – Funny Asian chick that talks like a frat boy.
FLuffeeTalks- Funny Canadian guy who discusses interesting topics.
KassemG- Does funny yet misogynistic interviews with porn stars as well as goes on the street and interviews random people on various topics.
SXEPhil- If you guys haven’t checked him out yet you should. He really appeals more to a male audience. He talks about gamer stuff, movies, what ever is in the news, and posts pictures of hot chicks that you’d enjoy.
Skyyjohn- Also appeals more to males. Has done interviews with various people around the world including a thai hooker who was formally male.
ZOMGitsCriss- Absolutely BRILLIANT chick who just happens to be drop dead gorgeous with a sexy accent as well. 
SHAYTARDS- This guy has recorded a video of himself and his family everyday for over a year now. They’re the perfect family, and are good to watch if you need a little pick me up.

Yea… I need to get out more often.
XoXo Antonia

I saw a chinchilla give itself head once. It was my piano teacher Naomi’s pet chinchilla. I would always take him out of his cage and hand feed him dried apple slices while I was waiting for my lesson, but I seriously couldn’t get that chinchilla to quit sucking his dick. At first I thought that maybe he was just cleaning himself, but it went on for quite some time. It was pretty awkward because the cage was right next to the piano and all through out my lesson he continued to blow himself. Naomi knew what was going on. I knew what was going on, but we couldn’t talk about it. She was a very christian woman and I was 10. So my lesson was tainted by the knowledge that that chinchilla was getting himself off, that Naomi knew it, that Naomi knew I knew it, and that it could not be discussed.

Yea,  I don’t know guys, I just really have nothing else to write about. I’ve been stressed out to the brink lately, and I CAN NOT WAIT for February to be over. It has been one of the most stressful months I’ve had in a long time and I’ll be glad to be rid of it.  I can not wait for sunshine and warmth.

Hey guys! How are you? I’m doing alright, I got my books today for school which starts back up on the 11th. I feel like this break has gone by way to fast. I can’t believe it has been a month already. A part of me is excited, especially for my graphics design course because I’ll get to play around on photoshop cs4 all day, but a part of me is really enjoying the freedom of break. I suppose it would be easier this time around because I don’t have a composition course. Those essays really took up so much of my time last quarter. I think I spent 12 hours a week just writing. Hopefully the workload will be lighter and I’ll be able to cam a lot more for the rest of the winter months!

I watched the movie P.S I Love You this morning and cried like a little pansy a good four times before the movie was even half way done. It was more tear jerking than The Notebook. I like a good chick flick from time to time. I bet you’d all cry too if you watched it, I dare you guys to try! Don’t worry, it wont effect your manhood in any way. Plus, girls digs guys who have a knowledge of chick flicks.

Are you guys enjoying the lovely new ladies that have joined OHC?! Well I have heard that there are more coming soon! So keep your eyes open for more knock out OHC hotties to join the bunch.

Anyway tomorrow I will be caming, and start doing marathon cam sessions like it aint no thang. So drop by and say hello! 

xoxox Antonia