So you all know how i have been lookingfor a professional office type job. Well i finally found one! Yay!!!! im super excited i start this monday the 16th. I mean it is not exactly what i wanted, but in this economy i guess i kinda have to take what i can get. i mean literally i sent out about 150 resumes to different companies. i even applied for sales associate positions at places in the mall and server positions at resturants. both were not anything i wanted, but i thought anything would help right now you know? well im pretty happy with this new job needless to say. It is very professional and will look great on my future resume. the huge office building has a heated pool and spa with a built in BBQ which we are allowed to use and we also have a beach volleyball court. HOW SICK IS THAT!?!? anyway….. i know you are all thinking…. “great… now she has this new job she is not going to be here anymore”….. well boys dont worry i will still be here to entertain you guys. i am done with work andschool everyday arouns 6:30 so unless i have a shit load of homework or studying to do…. i will still be here….  you think im crazy!?! im not going to leave the people who always brighten my days! that is like finding a vitamin that makes you worry free and you decide to kick it to the curb for an average multivitamin….. you guys rock my world and im not leaving you… no worries! so i will see you in my room tonight???

Kisses!!!!

Forever your SAM!

So within the lat month i have been on the search for a new job…. and yes of course i will still be here. I just need a more solid means of income and something to look good to the judge with my whole case going on….. anyway…. so i have come to find that even withmy associates in biology, graduating with honors and being almost done with my bachelors….. it does not matter. an associates will get me the samejob as a high schooler….. one more year!……. and i will be done with school!  I was trying to get a job working in an office as an assistant or whatever…. and it is either i go to school full time or work in an office full time. it is very hard to find an office that is willling to work with you and around ur school schedule…… gr…. super frusterating…. so i guess… im looking at either retail or a receptionist job at a gym somewhere. i think i would muc rather do the gym job…. but idk…. if fredricks of hollywood will take me on that would be cool!….. lol. dont know how much better that will look toward the judge… lol. but hey that means ill be having a lot more cute/sexy outfits for you guys!!! holla!

Hi lovers!!….

Wow!!! So this month has been interesting. Made some big moves and learned some good lessons. You can love someone even if they dont love you back. Never expect something to be there forever, and last but not least… nothing is free….. so take it all in and smile… life will keep on rolling its up to you if you want to go with the flow.

Samantha

Hey guys thought i would update you guys on my school situation…. since it is the coulpret which has been keeping me from spending more time with all of you recently. Well school is great actually. I mean it is a lot of hard work, but im doing well. im proud to say that my German test from last weeek i recieved a 92.5!!!! woo hoo! All of my anatomy quizzes so far have resulted in A’s as well. I have my first BIG anatomy tet tomorrow actually and i feel like i know a lot of stuff, but i also feel like there is a lot of stuff that i still need to get down solid. so…. im cramming…. yes i know it is not all that good to do to yourself, but hey…. what you gonna do. so once this is over the pressure does not cease. We then have our Lab practical next week on wednesday…. ugh… i have to know all the bones, structures, fissures and all that other good stuff for the entire skull, plus know regional/anatomical names of the diff sturctures of the body and all kinds of other things…. its not that it is really hard it is trying to make sure you memorize it all in a very short time frame… its all memorization… ugh. my head seriously might blow up! haha…. but really i enjoy it and im really excited about this semester. im  pretty positive i will come out with a 4.0 this semester. cross your fingers everyone!!!

So tonight i went and ate the best sushi ever… maybe a lil too much, actually make that a lot too much. Walked out of there looking 2 months pregnant…. so anyway…. i get in my car and begin my journey home. The streets leading  up to my humble abode are very dark and tend to be quite narrow and windy. I turn a corner and see a lil jack russel terrior on the side of the road. Of course me being a dog lover has to stop. I open the passanger door and call her over. Surisingly she comes right over and jumps in my car. I shut the door and return home. She was so sweet i almost wished she didnt have a collar on so i could keep her. Her tag said Rosa with a phone number. Reluctantly i dialed the number on my cellular phone. After 2 rings a man answers. I give him directions, for the next few moments while we waited for her owner, i felt more caring emotion and joy than i have anywhere else in a long time. Her owner eventually found my house and i had to let her go. It just makes you appreciate the small things in life and to always pay it forward. It also makes me wish i could find a real person to show me that kindof love. I guess my qest continues forward for the man of my dreams who can make me feel the same as a puppy does. lol. wierd to say maybe…. but true..

Okay so you all keep asking me about this show that i make an appearance on. The series has already begun showing on the oxygen channel. It is supposed to be one of those reality shows about the people that work in a plastic surgery office out here in San Diego. It is a real office, but may i say its not really reality…… i was hired to film on their show two seperate times. So yes you should be able to catch me on two of the episodes this season (unless they cut me out…) :S

Anyway I have no clue which episodes i am actually appearing in and thus i can not inform you when i will be on exactly. So you will just have to do the same as me and watch every episode till you see me. lol.

But okay so one of them i am one of the girls that gets a makeover on the show when Dianne, Ronnie, and Gary host a make-up party at the office. I am wearing a green dress and i get my chest highlighted by Ronnie to make my tits look larger. lol.

Then the second one i am a patient who just finished a consult with Doctor Lee and am debating a breast augmentation and i kinda shoot the shit with Ronnie, Gary and the receptionist (forget her name) at the front desk before i leave.

so anyway, that is the jist….. look for me!!!! 15 mins of fame!!!! woo hoo!

So….. in the lil world i like to call mine, there are rainbows and bright colored ponies. Hahah…. man how i wish that were true…. but really in my life more recently i have experienced some great events. I have saved enough money to pay for this semester of school by myself, which feels really good. School starts up for me at the end of the month, and i guess you can say i am half looking forward to it and half dreading it. Social life is going well….. i have great friends and family members all around me who are supporting me all the way through with this whole court thing. Im slowly getting more nerves with the upcoming court date in about three weeks. AH!!!!! um….. hm….. what else. Im planning a trip to vegas either next month or in september not exactly positive on the exact date yet. My roommates are a blast and basically i guess you can say im loving life right now. so…. although there are challenges in which i have to endure, it seems to be playing out for the best. Life throws curve balls…. we gotta be ready to cach them…. loves!

Sam

So idk what it is, but i seem to find myself in sometimes very unusual predicaments with guys at times….. or sometimes i just feel that the really odd ones tend to be ultra attracted to me. So i decided to share a stories i have experienced with one…… ready….. go!

So this one guy i meet when im working at hooters…. really sweet and nice and seems to have a good head on his shoulders…. so i give him my number. first time we hang out we go to the mall and he is like all over me like im his girl already. I kinda dont know how to react so i just leave it be. then he is like offering  to buy me a dress in order to wear to the horse races. i mean i would love to go, but i just met him i dont even know who he is yet you know. so then he like wants to go in the jacuzzi and takes me to buy a bikini. i let him, but i felt really wierd. we never ended up going in and i left the bikini there cause i thought it was wierd. then the next day it was a saturday and i had told him the general area where i lived and he asked if when he got off work that maybe we could hang out and he could come over. so i told him to just call me caus i wasnt sure since i was studying. well he calls me saying okay im in the area where do i turn….. im like: wtf??? i didnt say he could come. but i let him anyway. i was super studying and then he asks if he can take a shower!!!!….. im thinking: this is our second time hanging out and you are going to take a shower at my house and then chill out on my couch in your boxers, i havent even kissed you yet???? who are you???…. tell me that is not creepy….. so then im just sitting there telling him how i wanted to move. he then says…. ” you should just move in with me”… and then starts giving me reasons for it being a good idea!!!!….. WTF???? so then i guess i was being to boring for him cause i was studying and he decided to leave finally. thank god! i never talked to him again. his number went under “dont answer.”

How crazy is that??? never even kissed the dude! and he was dead serious about it too. idk what he was thinking and at 26 just stuff you should know already i think…….